15th Oct

today is th 15th, another 3days before sch reopen. th timetable really makes me dont feel like going to sch. sigh, but what to do? nth i can do.

sometimes, i wish you understand how i feel, why am i trying so hard. ytd, you came aft me when i got angry, does this shows that you love me & dont wanna lose me. i mean.. afterall, you're not my boyf, there's no need for you to cajole me. nevermind, it all ended, & started from there over again. maybe in time to come, we'll see if we're meant for each other. since you are going to NS, and i have sch& projs to be busy with. i was initially thinking if i should meet you, aft some advice, i still decided to see you & talk things out once & for all. thanks vivianNAH & raymond.

anw, i'm meeting joanne sweetie tgt with her hubby & her hubby's friend ltr to buy her baby stuffs, gonna meet vivianNAH at 5 smth to buy my shoes, should i get th dress to wear on jiejies's bday? but it means spending another money-.- shoes = jiejie sponsor ma. dont get jealoused that my sis is good=P

was talking to kt th other day, it's been really long since we've last met up, & we both miss sec sch, kt ah kt.. dont worry ah! your bday we will sure meet you up de. i will try to find a day for you, if on th 4th itself i cant make it, i'll organise another celebration for you. i rmb i once told you or ernern, i'm afraid if we go poly, we wont be able to celebrate our bdays tgt cos we will find our own clique in poly, th reply i got was, no.. we will celebrate bdays tgt for th rest of our lives. idk who said this. but one of you did. my dearest sisters=]]]]]

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