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it's been quite sometime since i've last updated my blog=[ well well well, i've got tons to blog about, so much of complains. Koanna & I have realised that we dont like A(someone..dont wanna mention who). buddy warned me before alr. he told me that i will hate her soooon. hahha! i started to dislike A when A said ahneh fat=( i dont like people to insult my friends. esp my close friends! humphs. A should reflect upon himself/herself ( i dont wanna mention gender). Koa & i dont wish to say much.

that day kaiting asked me if i wanna go out, but i've got tons of proj to do. i miss you girls so much luhs=( kt, vivian & jo!

today went to swim with mum & sis. 45mins. i realised i'm lack of stamina, got home, well. i wanted to study.. but i cant seem to concentrate. when will holidays come? seriously, on th verge of tearing again.! kenn asked me wanna watch "up" not. haha. of course i wanna watch luhs. that show is super cute. i wanna watch harry potter too. anyone?=D

today's stuff is super random, why do i still think of you when i'm so busy. please get out of my life. i thought i'd hate you cos you've hurt me so deeply, but i cant seem to bring myself to hate you. am i thinking of you cos i dont wanna admit defeat or do i truely still love you? there are guys around me, but, you're still th one i miss. at times, when i see couples on th streets, i wonder if we can be like them. but aft so much that you've done, is it still possible? i wonder..

sometimes, i just miss sec sch sooooo much. even though Ms Wang chase me out of th class often with giovanna, peili, jiali, yining and jolynn, but those times were th times i miss th most. poly life is full of politics, even though i'm not involve, but i'm afraid. those times in sec sch, recess with vivian, kaiting, joanna. those times in sec2 & 3 are deeply missed too=( esp those times when we were training for SYF, even though we kept repeating those dance steps, but now, it seems like just ytd. i miss those times during dance practice, gossiping with mimi too. even though she's 1yr younger, but we still can clique well. gossips =D but now.. poly seems to be a super busy road, whereby everyone will just be so busy with their own lives, projs, exams etc. and dont have time to make really good friends..

exams are coming real soooooon, but projs & tutorials are keeping me so busy. no time to study at all=( i think i should reflect upon myself alr. i used to think that poly life is quite slack one. th way i see how th others survive in poly, but it seems sucha busy life when it came to me=( thought that i could enjoy aft Olevels. but i was wrong hur? genevie should really reflect upon herself!