i wanna walk down this road with you, hand in hand.

it's obvious enough, i dont wish to make it more obvious. if i dont love you, i won't ask you to call me when i'm afraid, talk to you when i'm down. do you understand? i was really touched when you sent me to cityhall today. i really am. i may disturb you all th time, but, i love. or.. should i say.. i like? i wonder if you do, but, hope after reading this, you'd get th hint that i like you. you said you like me & i am th only one. but i'm afraid. oh. i really am.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JOLEEN CHUA=D

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JOLEEN! <3

went out with Joleen & her mummy tdy. it was a great day. 22th July 2009 - Joleen's 18th birthday. hohoho! 18 alr, happy not? cfm you damn happy. see your happy face! got xia dao not, see your pic here=P i kop from facebook de. LOL! thanks for th jacket ah =D rmb to work hard.. SUPER hard for your Olvls! dont forget to write your compo hor. hope you've enjoyed yourself. !

aft going to fareast with Joleen & her mum, we went to find ahnick at spade(jurongpoint) haha. thanks for th goodies ah. hoho! tmr going down to jp again. Joleen sure super happy tmr. (if you're reading this, please dont smile in front of th comp=P) although th present is not very ex, but i hope you'd like it.!

i love this sister so much, shall share a lil' of our relationship. hohoho! first of all.... how i met this girl was when we worked tgt for starhub=DDD it seems like just ytd when we skipped storeys with people having pets=P and our reaction super funny!i like~ started getting close when we talked on th phone for dont know how many hours, thru` out th whole night luhs! a few times somemore, chat & chat, gossip& gossip!. girls.. well well well! this is for you

There's lots of things which i'm blessed
My problems have been few,
but of all these, the best is:
TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU<3

found this on th web, and it shall be repost for you:

Dear _____.
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________

Dear Joleen!.
I love you.
You have a nice mother & boyf who loves you.
You make me happy & chatty all th time
You should meet me more often, write more compos & be a gd girl.
Someday I will attend your wedding=D
You + me = 2 siaocharbor& talk non-stop<33
If I saw you now I'd chat with you & disturb you.
I want to hug you.

I would build a pink room just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be peng you by zhang xue you
We could chat all night long under the stars.
Love, Ziya=]]
_______________

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it's been quite sometime since i've last updated my blog=[ well well well, i've got tons to blog about, so much of complains. Koanna & I have realised that we dont like A(someone..dont wanna mention who). buddy warned me before alr. he told me that i will hate her soooon. hahha! i started to dislike A when A said ahneh fat=( i dont like people to insult my friends. esp my close friends! humphs. A should reflect upon himself/herself ( i dont wanna mention gender). Koa & i dont wish to say much.

that day kaiting asked me if i wanna go out, but i've got tons of proj to do. i miss you girls so much luhs=( kt, vivian & jo!

today went to swim with mum & sis. 45mins. i realised i'm lack of stamina, got home, well. i wanted to study.. but i cant seem to concentrate. when will holidays come? seriously, on th verge of tearing again.! kenn asked me wanna watch "up" not. haha. of course i wanna watch luhs. that show is super cute. i wanna watch harry potter too. anyone?=D

today's stuff is super random, why do i still think of you when i'm so busy. please get out of my life. i thought i'd hate you cos you've hurt me so deeply, but i cant seem to bring myself to hate you. am i thinking of you cos i dont wanna admit defeat or do i truely still love you? there are guys around me, but, you're still th one i miss. at times, when i see couples on th streets, i wonder if we can be like them. but aft so much that you've done, is it still possible? i wonder..

sometimes, i just miss sec sch sooooo much. even though Ms Wang chase me out of th class often with giovanna, peili, jiali, yining and jolynn, but those times were th times i miss th most. poly life is full of politics, even though i'm not involve, but i'm afraid. those times in sec sch, recess with vivian, kaiting, joanna. those times in sec2 & 3 are deeply missed too=( esp those times when we were training for SYF, even though we kept repeating those dance steps, but now, it seems like just ytd. i miss those times during dance practice, gossiping with mimi too. even though she's 1yr younger, but we still can clique well. gossips =D but now.. poly seems to be a super busy road, whereby everyone will just be so busy with their own lives, projs, exams etc. and dont have time to make really good friends..

exams are coming real soooooon, but projs & tutorials are keeping me so busy. no time to study at all=( i think i should reflect upon myself alr. i used to think that poly life is quite slack one. th way i see how th others survive in poly, but it seems sucha busy life when it came to me=( thought that i could enjoy aft Olevels. but i was wrong hur? genevie should really reflect upon herself!

moodless

i've been sick for 3frigging days. seriously lack of slp. having th runs, and vomit. it's really eff. cos still have to do this e-learn thingy. without tutorials, i'm totally struggling. esp. macro. Oplease, recover faster can? and i totally rather go back to sch. cos this elearning sucks, during th scheduled time, th websites which we're told to go to is super lag can? like.. waste of time, and 1st day got nth to do, these few days suddenly all give work to do. think we superman? we're not. we're humans. brain juice depletes lo! Zzz. i'm off to do my excel now! byeeeee.